我還沒有走就已經開始想你了

生命總是脆弱的猶如風中柳絮，離別總是傷感的似那秋風落葉。

每天都能看到有人拉著精緻的行李箱在校園中走過，或熟悉、或陌生。有時候碰到熟悉的人我會偷偷躲過；碰到陌生的人我卻會停下車子望著他或她的背影發會兒呆，好像沒什麼特別的原因，只是想看看他們在陽光下愈拉愈長的影子。我悄悄對自己說這是「注目禮」，是送給學長學姐的離別禮。

有時候會想起自己，自己兩年後的離開會是一種什麼樣的情景：是一步三回頭的不舍還是大步疾行的決絕？留給別人的是充滿自信的笑容還是孤獨遠去的寂寥？

我是一個比較感性的人，容易想很多。喜歡一個人靜靜地坐在操場上數著那一輩子也數不清的星星，聽著那首自己一直唱不出味道的《夜空中最亮的星》。就這樣，看著、聽著，然後就任由自己的腦細胞開始活躍，慢慢想起很多早已經無法改變的往事。不知道有多少人會有我這樣的感覺：回憶中突然發現自己在這生活的海洋中只是一艘搖曳的小船，幻想著自己能夠盪起雙槳、推開波浪，然後直掛雲帆濟滄海，接著突然就特別想畢業，進入社會，為自己的目標去奮鬥。直到看見那些滾動著的行李箱，突然一點都不想動了，不想離開這片熟悉的土地了。

那些旅行箱的主人恐怕也是這麼想的吧！在離開時可能也會不舍、也會更加愛上這片土地，熟悉的操場、熟悉的老師，甚至那閉著眼睛都能找到的減速帶。可能就不會覺得食堂的飯有多難吃、宿舍的樓媽有多嘮叨、寢室的舍友有多不合群，可能連曾經抱怨的搶課也變成回憶中美好的瞬間了吧。

前幾天開始，自習室的人突然變得特別少，原來離開的標誌在哪都有。出來時一個人站在空曠的電梯里，感覺身邊是那麼的安靜。才發現原本以為沒多大聯繫的人的原來一直生活在我的周圍。

最喜歡去的咖啡屋換了新的主人，進去之後看著諸多的新面孔，突然感覺離別離我那麼近、那麼近，可是自己原來竟從未認真過。

那天碰到一大四學姐，就問了句走之前想說什麼，她眼眶紅了紅說：「捨不得」。我知道這是對母校和即將成為異地戀的愛人說的三個字，我不知道該說什麼，只能默默祝福他們能終成眷屬。

昨天，在爛醉如泥中送走了大四的師哥師姐。他們每個人都笑的陽光燦爛，可是我卻另類的說聞到了傷感的味道。他們放肆的笑著說：「我們看得很開，我們畢業了。」我不知道他們看得有多開，只記得模模糊糊中有人輕輕地說了句「我還沒有走，就已經開始想你了！」

Life is always weak in the wind like catkins, parting is always sad like the clean sweep.

Every day I can see someone walking through the campus with a nice suitcase, or getting familiar or unfamiliar. I will secretly escape sometimes encounter familiar people; meet strangers but I will stop the car and looked at him or her back for the moment to stay, as if not what particular reason, just want to see their longer shadow in the sun. I quietly said to myself, this is "attention ceremony", is to give the elder sister s parting ceremony.

Sometimes think of their own, two years after leaving a kind of what kind of situation is: a step back three reluctant step racing decisive? Leave others is full of confidence smile, or lonely lonely?

I am a more sensitive person, easy to think a lot. Like a person sitting quietly on the playground, count the countless stars that life, listening to the song that has not been able to sing the "brightest stars in the night sky". In this way, looking, listening, and then allowing their brain cells to start active, and slowly think of many of the past has been unable to change the past. Do not know how many people will have such a feeling: I own in this life in the ocean is a swaying boat suddenly found memories, fantasies can Dangqishuangjiang, pushes the waves, then sail sea, then suddenly want to graduate into the community, for their own goals to fight. I didn t want to leave the familiar land until I saw the suitcases that were rolling and suddenly didn t want to move.

The owners of those suitcases might think so, too! When you leave, you may fall into love with the land, the familiar playground, the familiar teacher, and even the deceleration belt that you can find with your eyes closed. May not feel how bad the canteen meals, dormitory building mother how loquacious, dormitory roommate how not gregarious, may even complain of grab class has become a good moment in the memory of it.

A few days ago, the study room suddenly became particularly small, the original sign of departure where there are. When I came out, a man stood in the open elevator and felt so quiet around me. Found that originally did not think much of the people who had been living around me.

My favorite coffee shop changed my new owner. After entering, I looked at a lot of new faces and suddenly felt that I was so near and near to me, but I never really took it seriously.

When I met a senior sister in that day, I asked what I wanted to say before I left. Her eyes were red and he said, "I can t bear it."". I know this is the alma mater and will become the three words long-distance relationship love says, I don t know what to say, only silently wish they can get married.

Yesterday, the dead drunk sent senior schoolmates. They all laugh at the sunshine, but I say the other kind, smell the sad taste. They laughed boldly and said, "we can see it very well. We graduated."." I don t know how much they see it. I just remember someone vaguely saying, "I ve missed you since I haven t left yet."!"

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