我好好地愛過你一場，在不再愛你之前
Ti Gui
Afrika Wassa
Vieux Diop
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那天他走過的每個地方都是走在
自己的過去里。在記憶堆里
踢踏。從不再屬於他的窗子
往外望。
工作，貧窮，和短暫的改變。
那些日子他們靠意志生活，
下定決心絕不屈服。
沒有什麼能阻擋他們。但是
好景不長。
那個晚上在汽車旅館的房間里，
在清早的那些時光，
他打開窗帘。看見雲朵堆積
遮住了月亮。他靠在玻璃上，
靠得更近一點。冰冷的空氣竄進來，
將它的手放在他的心上。
我愛過你，他想。
好好地愛過你一場。
在不再愛你之前。
——《他們曾住過的地方》
【美國】雷蒙德·卡佛
舒丹丹譯
Everywhere he went that day he walked
is in his own past. Kicked through piles
of memories. Looked through windows
that no longer belonged to him.
Work and poverty and short change.
In those days they"d lived by their wills,
determined to be invincible.
Nothing could stop them. Not
for the longest while.
In the motel room,
that night, in the early morning hours,
he opened a curtain. Saw clouds
banked against the moon. He leaned
closer to the glass. Cold air passed
through and put its hand over his heart.
I loved you, he thought.
Loved you well.
Before loving you no longer.
Where They"d Lived
by Raymond Carver(American)
Lois Dodd,Window, Deserted House, Blairstown. 1979
2018.12.22
今天是2018年我們一起走過的第356天
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